Friday 12 October 2012

Look for the girl with a broken smile..



Go to college, they said.
It'd be fun, they said.
Maybe.
Just not in my case.

Sometimes, A slightest thought that I might have had actually made a wrong decision  in choosing my career scares the living hell out of me.
I mean, c'mon who chooses do to BDS just coz they don't want to see maths and physics for the rest of their life?
I would.
What an idiot.
And that's how college happened.
 



Now that its been one year, I've learned to live with it.
Actually I'm getting pretty good at it, not giving a damn about people.
Life becomes so much easier. :')
Among a lot, one thing that annoys the fuck out of me is people faking things.
I mean, lets face it, Whats the worse that could happen?
Why do you have to be fake just to get things done?
Some people are freakin' fake that even barbies would die of jealousy. 

There's a proverb that goes like, 'face is the index of mind'.
I would throw a rock at the person who said it.
Most of the time, People get deceived by faces.
Just because you're cutesy doesn't change the fact that you're a real bitch.

People don't change, its just an indicator for you, that you've finally explored the real person.
Its not that hard to know whether you like someone or not.
You just have to know the real side of them.

 

Ever had this feeling when you feel that you've become invisible around the people who used to matter a lot for you?
I'm so used to that feeling that I would actually become invisible.
Fuck feelings.

Wish I could just keep writing.
College calls.
Sigh.
Toodles.

Tuesday 29 May 2012

ONE DIRECTION MANIA !


So after the Actors, Singers, Artists, Boy-Next-Door crushes, A new crush on a whole band boy band has taken over me.

And that is, ONE DIRECTION! :D


^__^ ♥

You might've heard that the band is gay, rubbish and stuffs like that.BUT, after listening to their songs & seeing their cute faces, I'm totally like 'AWWWWWW ♥_♥'
Their first hit was, 'What makes you beautiful', I guess.


And yeah, I absolutely love that song :D
But, *that awkward moment when you read the title of the song and realize why the eff are you watching this video *

So after watching all their video diaries, funny moments, Reading their whereabouts and stalking for endless time, I finally got obsessed about this band.
No, really.
Okay.
Go ahead judge me. :/
FINE.Dont look at me like that! -.-
Watch this video now.


NOW YOU *HAVE* TO ACCEPT THAT THERE THE CUTEST BOY BAND EVER! OKAY? OK.
Plus, They're British.THOSE ACCENTS WHICH I COULD DIE FOR <3
And Niall (One of the band members) is Irish. Awww.
Here, Let me introduce the band members now.

First, Louis, 20, Eldest of all.
HES THE HILARIOUS PERSON OF THE WHOLE BAND. x'D
You should watch their video diaries to know how crazy this guy is. ♥
And oh, He has thing for carrots. ;D


Second, Liam, 18.
Hes kind of the shy one.Doesn't talk much.But definitely a hottie.

Third, Harry, 18.

Hes has an absolutely gorgeous hair and cuute innocent child-like heavenly face.
Hes called as a 'flirt' by his band mates.
Hahah :D

Fourth, Niall, 18, The Irish One :3


HE HAS THE BEST LAUGH IN THIS WHOLE FRICKIN PLANET! <3

And Finally, My favorite, The hottest, The sexiest, <Adds indefinite 'est's>

*drum rolls*

ZAYN MALIK! 
Nerdy-Hot.
*hyperventilates*
HES THE GORGEOUS, PERFECT, & HOT-EFFIN-SEXY BOY IN THE WHOLE EFFIN WORLD! 
Hes the kind of boy whom you can describe as 'beautiful'.
Hes a Pakistani; Muslim. (I think that has something to do with his Hotness, Yeah, Seriously.Muslims are hot ;) )
I'm seriously falling head over heels for him <3
Hes has amazing eyes, amazing hair, amazing laugh and of course, and amazing voice! 
HES SIMPLE AMAZAYN! <3 <3
*Those mesmerizing eyes*



The hotness! Dayuum!


The laughh :D

*Sigh*♥ 
♥_♥

Zayn & Liam :D

So, I hereby declare that this is the effin hottest, funniest, talented band

\m/

Their Laughs ♥

mrsstylpayhoralikson:

i bet this was Niall’s favorite photoshoot….
^___^






So Now, GO LISTEN TO THEIR SONGS! :D







Tuesday 28 February 2012

Back to Rant!





I learnt that I'm not a blogging-kind-of person only after creating a blog & finding myself unable to keep writing stuffs.
Though I like reading, I'm not that much into writing.
Maybe mere words aren't enough to describe what's in my mind?
So, whats bringing me back to blogging again?
The controllable urge to rant! Yess.
Why here?
Cos none of the real life people are gonna find me here (Hee XD)



I HATE TEXTING AND I KNOW IT.
Why?
Incident-1.

Me:Hey!
X:Hey
Me:Whats up?
X:Nm.Just some music.
Me: :) So, how was the day?
X:Good
...
...
WHATCHA STARIN' AT?
IS THERE ANY WAY THAT I KEEP UP THIS CONVERSATION?

Oh God, WHY!

Basically, I myself am not a fan of texting.
When I really try texting someone, I end up with stoopid convos like this, It becomes so annoying, you know? :\
*Sigh*

Incident-2.

*Texting le important person* (No its not my crush)
Me: Hey :)
...
...
..
*after 1 hour*
No reply.
NO REPLY??
WHHAATT?!
WHY GOD WHY!
My ego dies a little inside.

And as time goes on it brings out all the frustrating thoughts from deep inside the pons and medulla of my frickin brain.For which the other part of my brain answers.




Tuesday 27 September 2011

Maybe I'm just haunted.


Fearing you, loving you;
I won't let you pull me down.

Saturday 13 August 2011

If the dead can't rest in peace, How on Earth can the living?

I'm one of those people, that love horror movies/stories and get shit scared thinking about'em when left alone.
Some people say that ghosts do exist.
*shudders*

Idk whether its true or not but I don't believe in it.Maybe cos that makes me little less scared about it.
Intelligent, no? :P
Talking about paranormal stuffs, Theres this one scene from the movie 'Paranormal Activity' which never fails to scare the shit out of me.
That scene when Kate sits near the bed and rocks forwards and backwards..

*Goosebumps*

Personally, I've not had any of those spooky stuffs even though I'd been home alone most of the time. *Touch Wood*
And there are so many folklores and interesting games about spirits, which I'd never try even if I'm out of my freaking mind :)
Here's one of the popular stories. 

 
 


Also, They say that the 'Spirit of the coin' game works.
Try and do let me know, Pliss? :P

Got any paranormal experiences? Share with mee!  


P.S- I'd have turned back atleast 5 times before finishing this post.You know, There's a myth that whenever we talk about ghosts, One will be always listening (Or reading, As my case :P) to it.Don't worry, There will be one at your back too! xD

Tuesday 2 August 2011

My Blog is not dead, Actually...

I've always wondered how life would be, after school.
People generally used to say, that College days are the best part of life, Make the most out of it and so many exciting things.
I was excited too.
The very thought about entering college gave me an unexplainable freaking excitement.

New Friends, New Crushes, New Atmosphere, New teachers, New Crushes.. (Nothing wrong in repeating good things, is it? :P)

And there, I got the course which I'd wanted.
That Joy after achieving something you've been aiming for a long time! 
Yes that!
After the longg wait, I finally joined college.
Since I was the last candidate to join after one freaking month, I was treated like a newbie.
Everyone staring at me like I'm from a different galaxy, Asking my stupid name, reasons why I joined late and blahs.
Being silent when I used to speak 1000 words, Being seated at a single place when I used to roam around like a gangster, Smiling when I used to laugh my ass off, Speaking when I used to shout real loud...

Yeah, Being Introverted SUCKS at times.


Of course, There are some people who are sweet enough to come, talk and make you feel nice.
But..
I miss my Best Friend.
Our Lame Jokes..
Our hilarious, long, pointless, useless, chats..
Our Cat-Fights..

NO EFFIN' THING CAN BEAT THE FUN THAT I'D IN SCHOOL!
School.
Sigh, SCHOOL.
How I miss it! *sulks unlimited*

The only thing which is making me so excited about college is ze hot Crushes.
Oh Man. *blush* :P

That Strange Behavior When your crush is around..
Sigh, Its a wonderful feeling. 
*Dramatic Expressions* :P

Also, This crush thing is seriously great, No, I mean, It gave me a lot of friends.
Calling your friend's name loud when his/her crush passes by..
Teasing 'em..
Matching their surnames with your first name just to know how it sounds..  xD

Dear Crush, Thanks for being there when I ran out of topics to talk. :D
Things do change when time passes by.
And Yeah, A Good Bunch of friends is not bad at all.

And, My Life is Pure Bliss <3

So much to say, But so little time.
Sorry for not updating for so long.You would've known by now, the reason, for me being busy these days, Don't you? ;)

P.S-I'll be regular from now on. Okay? :D

Saturday 25 June 2011

Randomness.

Okay, Now, I started to blog thinking that I can write Something, Anything, Anyday.
But I was soo wrong.
Its hard, VERY HARD, To find things that can be blogged about.
So here goes some random mumblings..


Hello Sister, GoodBye Life!



Sisters are nothing but the creations of satan designed to search and destroy the older sibling.
You might think that I'm being mean or whatever, But no, Its the fact.
All those people there, wanting a sister, You have no idea about what you're upto.
My sister and I have 7 years of age difference.
So things are worse.WORSE.

You need to share everything, You need to get the scolding if she has done anything wrong, You need to make her study, You need to be AN EXAMPLE for her in everything and the list goes on.

You can share things with your sister, like your thoughts, views, if shes old enough.But my state is very pathetic.VERY.

For Example,
  That day we were watching some movie and the word 'sex' was getting repeated.That started it.She was pestering me to explain the meaning of it.What would you do if you were in my place? Will you explain it to a kid in 5th grade? I'd no other option other than simply getting away.

Example 2: Adverts these days, Sigh.The awkward look your sister gives after the 'Zatak, Very Very Sexy' Ad. :|

These are not the only ones you've to deal with.
Sooner or Later you'll realize them following your footsteps.
Not a problem if you're a good inspiration.Otherwise, FacePalmMax.

And then.Whatever you want will be wanted by your sister too.
Damn shes just 9 and has a facebook acc. :|
One thing which makes it easy for me is that, I can award her for asking the MOST ANNOYING QUESTIONS ever.

Sigh.Whatever, Life wouldn't be the same without her.
It would be a paradise! *Tries not to act Senti :P*

But, What's the good of news if you haven't a sister to share? :D
At least you have someone to fight with, all the time, which is better than being alone. :P

In other news, I finished watching The Vampire Diaries season-2. :D
JUST CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT SEASON.
Plus, I'm developing a serious fascination for vampires.
Am I the only one? :-\

Btw, Did i mention that Secondhand serenade is Awesome?
Each n Every song is love. ♥

And This One, Is my Favorite. :D



On getting to the sadder part,

Everyone has got a Princess Charming.
Mine just took a wrong turning, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for the directions. </3

Search and guide him, Will you? :P