Friday, 12 October 2012

Look for the girl with a broken smile..

Go to college, they said.
It'd be fun, they said.
Just not in my case.

Sometimes, A slightest thought that I might have had actually made a wrong decision  in choosing my career scares the living hell out of me.
I mean, c'mon who chooses do to BDS just coz they don't want to see maths and physics for the rest of their life?
I would.
What an idiot.
And that's how college happened.

Now that its been one year, I've learned to live with it.
Actually I'm getting pretty good at it, not giving a damn about people.
Life becomes so much easier. :')
Among a lot, one thing that annoys the fuck out of me is people faking things.
I mean, lets face it, Whats the worse that could happen?
Why do you have to be fake just to get things done?
Some people are freakin' fake that even barbies would die of jealousy. 

There's a proverb that goes like, 'face is the index of mind'.
I would throw a rock at the person who said it.
Most of the time, People get deceived by faces.
Just because you're cutesy doesn't change the fact that you're a real bitch.

People don't change, its just an indicator for you, that you've finally explored the real person.
Its not that hard to know whether you like someone or not.
You just have to know the real side of them.


Ever had this feeling when you feel that you've become invisible around the people who used to matter a lot for you?
I'm so used to that feeling that I would actually become invisible.
Fuck feelings.

Wish I could just keep writing.
College calls.

1 comment:

  1. Ahhhhh! Shucks.

    Been there, done that.
    Oh wait, I am still there!

    Maths sucks, physics sucks, people suck.

    (I choose my career based on similar reasons O_O)